Truth Within the Whirlwind

There was a time, I remember well,

When my footsteps fell on a busy street,

And every soul I’d meet would swell

To tell of all my righteousness.

 

And in that time, perhaps with pride,

I’d lift my stride to expand my breath

And defeat the depths of death, which slide

Denied across my consciousness.

 

Then came the time that swung me low

And disturbed the flow of life.

It brought unlooked-for strife, like snow

That blows through summer’s wilderness.

 

The cold-toned chime my fortune struck

And shattered luck I’d kept so long.

I lost it all. What wrong had snuck

To pluck away my righteousness?

 

At least some crime, my friends had thought,

Must bring such fraught impediments,

But all the arguments they brought

Did naught but show their callousness.

 

I, in my time, felt justified

With words applied to counter what

Was said in every rut they tried,

Dividing them from truthfulness.

 

But in each dime they deigned to share,

A penny, fair with truth, did lie

And I could not deny that there

Was snared my wary pridefulness.

 

Thus, through the climb of our debate

I came to hate their sentences

And scorn the presences that fate

Sent straight toward my afflictedness.

 

Then, as the clime began to drift,

Began to shift with a stormy surge,

A younger voice emerged to sift

And lift the truth with righteousness.

 

He seemed to rhyme with what we’d spoke

But brought a stroke of wisdom new

Through awe, which nature’s clues evoke,

Awoken by his youthfulness.

 

Although his time was short,

His discourse sported hints of gems

Of gold that grew like stems, support

To fortify my humbleness.

 

Now, all is primed, and comes the storm

That fills its form throughout the sky,

And from some inner eye is borne

A warning through the wilderness.

 

“What hands could climb to place the stars

Or mold the jars that hold the sea?”

Such hands come not from me, so far

From sparking life from nothingness.

 

My brief life’s time is scarce a grain

Of sand that strains in endless waves,

Yet still your voice, which gave us rain,

Would deign to meet my lowliness.

 

And so, my prime response, to kneel

In soft appeal, may make it clear,

Regardless where winds steer my keel,

I’ll feel at home in humbleness.

 

I’ll try to rhyme with righteousness

As I hope I’ve tried before,

But without self-righteous pridefulness,

For in every way, you’re more.

 

 

I find Job to be one of the most interesting books in the Bible. For whatever reason, it just feels different from most everything else. I enjoy reading the debate between Job and his friends, and God's speech at the end is quite a conclusion, even though it may not seem to directly answer the question the other characters are discussing. This poem is written to convey an imagined sense of Job's thoughts, as the whirlwind comes and he hears God's words.

The Glow of Moments Gone

Wouldn’t it be nice

To pause what time is running,

Rewind the moments back a few,

Relive our greatest cunning,

And view with two eyes twice,

More tangible than memories

With nothing there recalled askew,

No misremembered melodies.

Perhaps we’d change a roll of dice

That chanced unluckily before

Or speak the word we’d wished we’d knew,

Which friendship could restore.

Yet in such skill must lie a price

To feel the glow of moments gone:
To stagnate in reliving through

The past, and miss the present dawn.

To spiral in a single slice of momentary gold,

We might mistake what dreams accrue

For those our futures hold.

 

This poem came out of a passing thought I had, about being able to go back in time and relive certain moments, perhaps changing things to what we think would have been better. Maybe there could be value in this, but there might also be danger - both in changing who we are today in ways we might not expect, and in becoming so entranced with reliving the best of our past that we forget the future.

A Careless Word

Within your eyes lived starry constellations

And depths as when the sparkling night sky clears,

But when you heard, they blurred with clouds’ creations,

And every light was lost in falling tears.

 

This short poem is about the impact of saying a single careless word or phrase. Essentially, it's a reminder to be careful with our words, and to realize that others may be affected by what we say - potentially, affected in ways that are different from what we might anticipate.

By the Rivers of Babylon

By the rivers of Babylon,

Where harps were hung upon the willows,

We sat and wept for Zion.

No melodies moved through water or wood,

For all was gone that once was good.

But the rivers of Babylon,

Their banks the bounds of where we stood

Like lambs before a lion,

Held mysteries, moonlight filling their flow

With dreams of Zion, new like snow.

By the rivers of Babylon,

The dawn found the bark of the willows bare.

The harps had gone, but melodies filled the air.

 

Earlier this week, I was finishing a read-through of the Psalms, and Psalm 137 stood out to me, because it began quite differently from most of the other psalms around it. Its first two verses were quite evocative, and they inspired me to start writing this poem. As I worked on it, though, I slowly realized that the poem also had parallels to the Easter story - items hanging on a tree, accompanied by despair, but with the promise of something new slowly forming as the items disappear from where they were hanging. I hadn't intended for the poem to become something related to Easter, but it happened anyway, perhaps by some mixture of subconscious thought and a little stroke of providence.

Psalm 137:1-2 (King James Version): "By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down, yea, we wept, when we remembered Zion. We hanged our harps upon the willows in the midst thereof." 

Peace Amid a Whirlwind

My brain is racing,

Swirling like a hurricane at sea,

And ships that sail upon the waves

Are battered by the winds that buffet me.

But hidden in the chaos

Cascading round the bounds I thought I knew,

A calming breeze is blowing, tracing

Space that fills the eye, deep breaths of you.

 

Things have been pretty hectic recently. I've been traveling a lot for work, and even without that, we've been very busy. It sometimes feels like all these different tasks and responsibilities swirl around like a whirlwind. The trick - which is difficult to achieve, of course - seems to be to find some peace within oneself, and to use that to keep everything in perspective.

A Twilight Catch

When the daylight starts its fading,

And the partly cloudy sky, from blue to gray

Is changing and anticipating

The ending of the time in which we stay,

 

Through the air a ball is flying,

Spinning white with blurring threads of red

Like pinkish wisps of cloud defying

Darkness where the night begins to spread.

 

Two figures stand apart but not alone,

Connected by the ball between them passing.

Remembered disagreements both have known

Dissolve in evening’s summer air amassing.

 

Such moments missed throughout the years are fleeting

Save when fields of dreams enchant a meeting.

 

I watched the movie Field of Dreams recently, and the very last scene always gets to me, with the father and son playing catch. There's such a buildup throughout the movie, with the son talking about remembered grievances and missed opportunities with his father. It all fades away in that final, simple act, when they get to meet again, and he says, "Hey, Dad, you want to have a catch?" I started writing this poem the same evening.

Two Faces

Some pebbles have two faces

With one side rough and ragged,

The other smoothed with every jagged

Edge worn down by fortune’s paces

Over time.

But still they climb

The tides as one

With two perspectives always spun

On everything the world brings,

Whether coal or diamond rings.

The two see different sides of spaces.

One looks above, the other under,

Yet both still see some wonder,

If only gleaned in traces.

 

This is my last post about the new book. Its fourth and final section is called Where They Cross. "They" refers back to life and loss, the focal areas of the first two sections, and the theme of this final section concerns how wonder can be found in both our happy and our heartbreaking experiences. I think this poem, which appears early in the section, may be the one that makes this point most directly.