Saturday, March 14, 2020

To Turn at the Crossroads





I come to a fork in the road through the wood,
And a choice must be made where to go.
Running right, left, and straight are the options. What good
Will evolve from the footprints I’ll grow?

Staying straight is perhaps the easiest way
For the moment, at least, but again,
Quite quickly, I’ll meet a new crossroads and may
Face greater uncertainty then.
The straight path leads toward what I thought I’d desire.
A distant white tower ahead
Beckons onward, but pitfalls exist and inspire
A turn to a second thread.

On the right, climbing fast to a tall, airy peak,
I would soon leave the woodland behind.
The view extends far, and the voices that speak
May reach many with new thoughts aligned.
It’s a path I knew not, when starting my course,
But revealed, it presents some exciting
And broad possibilities, close to my source,
Though a soft voice inside me is fighting.

I finally look to the left, which slopes down
To a faraway plain where the trees
Grow thick, bearing fruit from a leafy green gown,
And the warm waters run with the breeze.
While I can’t see the future, there may be a chance
To return to the road I’ve been on
If it calls, but for now, this elongated glance
Just feels right. To the left I am drawn.

It’s unknown, but familiar – far away, yet near
To some places I’ve walked before.
And the longer I look, something seems to appear:
It’s my heart, my passion, my core.


This past week, I had to make a decision about my future. I had a few different options, and I decided to accept a job with Aquaya, a research institute focused on improving global water and sanitation. I'll be starting in September, when I'll move to Nairobi, Kenya to be the Senior Research and Program Manager at the institute's research office there. This poem is kind of an abstract look at this and other options I was considering, and the main reasons for my decision. Writing it certainly helped me think through the different possibilities, and I'm also really grateful to the people I talked to about this choice.

2 comments:

  1. Always a joy to read your writings!!!
    Love you always!!!

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  2. Another thought-provoking writing, John! I wish you well in this newest adventure. Your knowledge and expertise in your work in Nairobi will be beneficial to countless numbers of people. Best wishes! (Are you taking your cello?:)

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